Out of the blue

I had another Ingrid dream last night. Sad. In the dream, I had received a "new" video of her, with her foster family. I was all excited, thinking if she were back with her foster family and the agency had sent me this video, then I could buy presents for her. So I rushed to the store, intending on buying presents for her but somehow wound up in the furniture part of the store (I shop in high-class places if I can buy the clothes and the furniture in the same store). And as I'm walking around, picking out things I knew she would like, I realized the video couldn't be new because of who was in the video. In my dream I got SO SAD figuring out that it wasn't new, it was old, that she's not with the foster family, that she really IS back with her bfamily. And then I woke up and remembered that I can't adopt her.